i shall not let the ppl around me affects me so much. unless i really care about their opinions,
Opinions are the cheapest commodities on earth!!!

i must first ensure i can control my emotions and not letting it affects my progression!!
it's my another learning stage! i must conquer!!

Winners never Quit!
Quitters never Win!

i want to be a winner and control my own life and not let others control me!!!!
esp my emotions.......

MAGNIFY's managing director is losing focus in this biz....
is she in the right path??? is this really the career she wants???
she don't want to let failure defeats her, but the monster is really very big in her.....
She needs motivation!

this is the first time i know of someone in my family passes away. he's my mum's brother. When my mum told me Abt it, she was like in a v casual tone. I thought she was kidding at first. Then i was shocked and HUH v loud. She say smtg like why i'm shocked as he has been in contact w drugs and this is sooner or later kind. omg. I went to bathe and the thought of it i cannot take it. Althou me and my er jiu not that close, but still he's my family member..my cousin's father. Althou he did stuffs that causes dispute at times.. He's still part of the yap family isn't it. Hope my wai po is fine.

my company need us to take corporate photo. so i rush down on sat morn to take. and when i got it.... i was damn shocked. the girlies who were with me at that time laughed like mad....



tmr i'm going down to see if the person can adjust a bit anot. don't adjust too much of my face using photoshop!

i'm working tmr 10am at boonlay and this timing i'm still awake. haha. power woman.....

yawns...

i wanna say sorry to all my friends who have been trying to meet up w me and i always disappoint u guys. i wanna share my situation so u guys would understand it's not that i don't wanna set time for gatherings.
I work frm mon-fri frm 12-10. Sometimes have to go office as early as 10 for learning and personal development session. as these few wks at the west side, ive been reaching home at 12 plus midnight. So i can't really meet up during wkdays. As for wkends, i try to make time for my family first as i really don't have much time for them during wkday. so priority is family. Sometimes i would just stay at home whole day to nua. But these "sometimes" are actually countable. Lol. Coz i don't really have much of these chances. so usually i work on sat till 3pm, then go home to rest or out to meet ppl. Then sunday morn have been trying to go fo tang which i haven't been gg for like donkey years. Some sundays i oso work. That left me without much time to visit my grandparents not to say meeting friends. Nevetheless, i still wanna try to arrange a meet up with my friends else i will slowly be forgotten by them.. Sob. so my dear friends, give me some time okay. Meanwhile if u are missing me, i hope u can pop me a care & concern sms to make my day happy. If u are gg to give me negatives, i rather u don't sms me. Lol.
不知不觉 I'm in this biz for 3 months. No doubt this 3 months i dont really earn much compare to my peers, i'm still being v positive abt it and i know one day in a year's time i will make my dream comes true. I hope my friends and family will give me support okay.
Worst thing is, my comp spoil. So i can't really access internet other than using my phone. So this is the best way i can update abt myself, thru my LJ.
I don't think much ppl will read now coz i seldom update. But if any chance u are reading...leaveMEmsg to let me know okay:)
Most importantly, do not forget me... OLX!!

hi friends!! I'm in philippines since thurs! Gg back tmr night. Sad. Hee. Haven't had much shopping yet coz was with the appco philippines office on thurs n fri. Learn alot frm vishnu(country head) and yew fong(24 yr old owner,frm msia). The office is damm nice here!!
Manila is quite like sg. But the road traffic is damm scary! Actually i haven't exp much of philippines. Hope today and tmr will get to do so. Today is casual! gg to a volcano place for treking. I shall update more of the trip when i have the time!

hello ppl!!! Finally a small update frm me! Not tt i don't wanna go online but my comp crash! Even if it does't crash i wouldn't be gg online tt often coz i'm busy w my career! Haha. Now i'm using my new phone to come online using wifi! Whee! Hehe.
these 2mths i've grown to understand the biz much better. Althou it's really a tough job, not much $ earn, i will persevere! I know 1 yr ltr i will enjoy what i've always wanted. June(my owner) told me - Stickability is what had gotten her where she was now. If she had given up 2yrs ago, she would not be enjoying her current life now. june is the queen of damean. Haha.
Well, these few days i'm sick (aka no $!). I've got no voice at all! And my voice is so impt for me in this job! Sigh...
Aft starting this job, i only left w wkend to meet friends. Honestly speaking, even if i were to take up the 'normal' job, i may oso be working OT! Just like my bro and oso rf. So i think my job is better. Haha. The downside is only $ but that's only for now!
Currently i've met up w some of my friends. In the line would be my gy girlies which i'm meeting this sun, rainbow sis next sun. Met up w my study gang last wk. Still got a few grp of friends to meet : jc, my lec buddy aka mr foo (shit, i forgot his english name he got for himself for work purpose.haha), my hall 'aunties' (i miss their voice and laughters.haha)
I will try to arrange my wkend properly okay! Haha. i oso no time to par tor :( ltr bf run away. Hahaha. I think i rum away first lor. HAHA.
Okay, take good care my friends. Don't forget me okay!!! Pls sms me when u all think of me. I will be v v v v happy. My job needs encouragement frm my friends! Haha. No encouragement nvm, just don't speak bad abt my work can liao. don't affect me can liao. Hehehe

jiayou olx! MAGNIFY! Team Power!!

it's been some time since i came online... not becoz i don't want to, but rather my computer doesn't allow me to!! i've been trying to switch it on for past donkey years! luckily today i manage to! and i must type fast enough to make sure nothing goes wrong before i post this entry. my computer would simply hang and die on me. sometimes i just can't switch it on!! URGH. i'm saving $$$ now to buy my first mac book!! i need 6 months! hehe.


update on my current job! i'm promoted to COPORATE TRAINER with effect from 17 AUGUST 2009 which is today!! my team name is MAGNIFY! Tag-line is TEAM POWER! becoz i believe in team performance and not individual. if i want to do 30 sales a week, i can't do it alone. but if i have a sales team, i can achieve that! right now, my aim is not doing sales anymore. of coz just 3 wks after i start work i have alrd seen myself growing and developing everyday, i know my closes are not that stabilised yet. while trying to maintain my closes everyday, i will also learn to train people... bringing observers out.. recruiting people.. i've moved on to the next stage of the development in the company! i love my company - DAMEAN! Destine to Reign! 


i like being in office coz the environment is fun. people are always prepared to smile to you. hi-5 to you. encourage you. seek advice frm you. cheer for you. and of coz the GONG-BELL session! the office envt is simply FUN. not only literally FUN but also Forget Uncessary Negatives!!! the whole company is growing everyday. people from other companys like Dirad, Edencube, ASG, Dreamworks are all growing. we are learning new things everyday! of coz that also depends on individual whether u want to step forward to learn new things or u rather sit in ur comfort zone and just do what u have been doing. i'm growing stronger everyday. i learn to be able to control my emotions more... i will be strong!


i choose to be different from my peers. i like what i'm doing now. i can still tell u frankly that i'm still unsure if i've chosen the right path. but i can say i believe that i've chosen the right path now. i will show to everyone that i can do well here and build my own team and be a owner 1 year later!! CHECK IT OUT!!


yay! my computer didn't hang on me after like 15mins. i hope it's gg well. okay my dear friends, if u want to look for me and ask me how i'm doing, pls TEXT ME! coz my computer really sucks!

hello my friends!!! if u are wondering what i'm doing now... i'm in a sales line!! i've been working for the past few days. starting really v shag. v demoralising. this is not an easy job. i was very down on thurs. i was walking with my BOSS! she's really good! definitely. if not how can she be my boss! haha. frankly speaking, after walking for the first half, i nearly cried. or can say alrd crying. HAHA. don't u dare laugh at me. coz it's a really tough and stressful job. esp for me when i don't have much experience doing sale! going door to door is really not easy. i've to handle rejections... pressure... etc etc. so was talking to her and she gaves me alot of encouragement and also alot of advices.

but i can say that after that thurs, i'm slightly different. on fri, i went to work with a different mentality. i hit the field with a positive mind. i know i may not be able to clinch any deal yet. i'm working with my boss again! working with her is reall stressful. but i can really learn alot of things from her! she's only 27! and she's very resilent to hardship during the start of her career. thats why she can get where she are now!
today i hit the field again with her. yes, saturday and i'm working! morning of coz have to drag myself to wake up, but when i hit the field, i'm slightly happier. and after working today, i'm even more happier! haha. becoz i did alot of full presentations with the people. and i close 2 person! with help of my boss too. so i'm v happy. until to a point, i'm suppose to end at 3pm... i walked until 330 without noticing the time! i've got 6 missed calls!! wahaha. then went home at ard 330 liddat.

i've really got to be patient with myself. there's no such thing as 一步登天! everything must start from the basic and work upwards! i'm confident that i will succeed! now i've to get pass the sales part and move on to train people!!! but first of coz i must do well in sale la. i still have got 3 more pieces before i can be promoted to a trainer!! hopefully monday i can close 3 ppl!!! YAY! looking forward to monday!!